Here’s a quote by Machiavelli which I think philosophically explains the dilemma with making changes, among them environmental ones: “An innovator makes enemies of those who prospered under the old conditions, yet his defenders may still fear the old laws and mistrust the new, of which they have no experience.”

It’s been a week caffeine, and I have to say, I’m starting to discover life without you. It’s been a hard process, and I’m not completely over you, but I’m getting there. I’d cry for you a lot, especially midday when I’d get randomly tired. I’d wish you were there to hold my hand when [...]

Today feels like an eternity, so far. I just want to finish work and pass out. This picture should represent to you all just how whacked out I feel right now. It’s like that weird, nothing’s real feeling you get when you’re sleep deprived, and yet I had a full 8 hours last night. But [...]

I was doing some research today on anxiety, and its causes. Multiple sources revealed that coffee as well as other substances can have a major effect on one’s level of anxiety. My anxiety can go through the roof. It’s truly ridiculous. So I’ve decided to proactively reduce it by quitting coffee, and all other forms [...]